Good film title huh? I was at work tonight and always towards the end of my shift I try and sneak outside on the patio. I feel the fresh night air, and see the night sky, and the beautiful boats on the water. I always see these big boats and they have lights on them, I always think to myself how wonderful it would be to dance on the boat. A slow waltz in the night with a boat all lit up, with a violinist playing "Just the way you look tonight". Looking in the others of a love. Then I come back to reality.
It is a wonderful thought. I must say it is a beautiful place to work,right on the water with Chuck playing "Love Story",requested by me of course. I look out at the water and its just good alone time,to gather thoughts,pray,to be still. It is good to be still sometimes, to stop the madness of the world. Going to the beach always helped me with that. I havn't been in so long but I always loved going and just listening to the waves crash, and the sun dancing off the water. To just lay in the sand,close your eyes, and just listen. Hopefully you go towards the sunset and there is not many people around. It is so beautiful, that would always be my go to place to talk with God, or just to be a lone. So if you can find me ill prob be on a rock somewhere.
I love the tide pools. When I was a little girl I would always be afraid to touch the ummm....round things that close up when you touch them. Don't judge me. Now I am all grown up and love touching them and they get all scared and close up, its fun, the little things ya know. My brother got married at the hotel del Coronado in San Diego. It is such a beautiful hotel. It is just such a romantic place. I would like to go there someday, maybe ill visit it while im day dreaming on the patio at work.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
This too shall pass
It's always at night isn't it. The time where feelings come over us, whether they are good or bad, all our thoughts come rolling in. We miss loved one's who are gone, relationships that have ended or just a person you wish would just drive to see you just to say Goodnight. Night time is tough for me. I try to not let it be. "This too shall pass", as they say. I pray and I know,one day I will go to bed at peace, no worry,stress,fear,or doubt. One day I hope next to me is my husband who loves me unconditionally. Who cannot imagine a second without me in his life. It's hard and sad for me sometimes because I feel people have lost the true meaning of unconditional Love. God's love is unconditional, he will always be there to pick us up. O boy do I need to pick fork lifted up. My favorite verse is 1 Corinthians. 13:4-7. That is love.
I had a great night tonight at work actually. Chuck is our pianist at the restaurant. I requested "Love story",and he played it beautifully. He is very nice man and plays my favourite. It was funny a boy,yes he's older but I am going to call him a boy who is trying to take me out for whatever reason and he keeps asking,and I went up to him and said, "If you can name this song, we can hang out". Knowing he would night guess it. Sadly because this day and age its hard to find a man who appreciates the old,timeless classics. When music actually meant something. Filled with promise and love. Gershwin, Rogers and Hammer-stein,They are masterpieces. The song was music of the Night. If you don't know what I am talking about, I am sorry.
Everything was performed so elegantly back then. I guess that's why it's hard for me. I don't want to settle for this day and age kind a guy. I want to be with a Mr. Knightly,or a Bingley. Growing up on all those classics, that is what did it. If you watch the older movies, which not a lot of people appreciate anymore, that's where it is. How a gentlemen acts. Just thinking about it is exciting. It romance, persuasion,love.
It seems today everyone's priorities are very different. I am talking about everyone here, I am never talking down or judging,reader's please always know that. I am no better then the next one, all I am saying is people had more respect for themselves. Today is you tell a man you do not want to have sex till your married, he's gone faster than a chocolate bar at a fat camp. Yes, having that connection is good but what happens when the excitement and the lust goes away. It's very much on the surface. I want to know a mans heart. His true intentions. One day I will be old,with wrinkles,I want a man who will still look at me as when we first met when we were young. Like the elder couple I wrote about earlier.
The couple that are members at my restaurant were dining tonight and it was such a joy to see them. They made my night. They asked how I was doing and had to relay some not good news and how life is tough right now, and they felt so bad for me, and gave their support. They are the type of people you don't meet very often. Genuine people, you feel like you have known them forever. Who will sit and talk with you and support you. That's so refreshing to have in your life.
My real goal is to get to the point where I don't even think about a man. I will not rely on him,or worry about if I ever find one. I have been praying a lot for God to give me strength. It's in his plan what he has for me. Guys have always been such a priority, more than they should be and I am tired of it. I am tired of feeling like I have to fight for a guy if he doesn't like something or is backing away. Im done. For once I don't care and it is great! If you go away or pout or are dramatic then go, your doing me a favor. Everyone says the man who truly loves you will not run away, no matter what. I always felt like I had to put up with it. A guy not calling when he says he will. He does that, he is cut. I am sorry may sound harsh but no thanks, Ill wait for the man who can't wait to hear my voice. Also I am the person who if I say I am going to do something. I am going to do it. No matter what. I am so tired of people saying things and don't follow through. Don't say stuff just to say it, it hurts you in the end. My Dad has been the only man in my life who has never..... Never let me down. That is the kind of man any woman should want. My dad is the perfect example of how a man should be. Grant it he is not perfect, no one is and we all make mistakes.
I also need to except some things are out of our control. People are who they are and you don't have to blame or punish them, you just move on.
I had a great night tonight at work actually. Chuck is our pianist at the restaurant. I requested "Love story",and he played it beautifully. He is very nice man and plays my favourite. It was funny a boy,yes he's older but I am going to call him a boy who is trying to take me out for whatever reason and he keeps asking,and I went up to him and said, "If you can name this song, we can hang out". Knowing he would night guess it. Sadly because this day and age its hard to find a man who appreciates the old,timeless classics. When music actually meant something. Filled with promise and love. Gershwin, Rogers and Hammer-stein,They are masterpieces. The song was music of the Night. If you don't know what I am talking about, I am sorry.
Everything was performed so elegantly back then. I guess that's why it's hard for me. I don't want to settle for this day and age kind a guy. I want to be with a Mr. Knightly,or a Bingley. Growing up on all those classics, that is what did it. If you watch the older movies, which not a lot of people appreciate anymore, that's where it is. How a gentlemen acts. Just thinking about it is exciting. It romance, persuasion,love.
It seems today everyone's priorities are very different. I am talking about everyone here, I am never talking down or judging,reader's please always know that. I am no better then the next one, all I am saying is people had more respect for themselves. Today is you tell a man you do not want to have sex till your married, he's gone faster than a chocolate bar at a fat camp. Yes, having that connection is good but what happens when the excitement and the lust goes away. It's very much on the surface. I want to know a mans heart. His true intentions. One day I will be old,with wrinkles,I want a man who will still look at me as when we first met when we were young. Like the elder couple I wrote about earlier.
The couple that are members at my restaurant were dining tonight and it was such a joy to see them. They made my night. They asked how I was doing and had to relay some not good news and how life is tough right now, and they felt so bad for me, and gave their support. They are the type of people you don't meet very often. Genuine people, you feel like you have known them forever. Who will sit and talk with you and support you. That's so refreshing to have in your life.
My real goal is to get to the point where I don't even think about a man. I will not rely on him,or worry about if I ever find one. I have been praying a lot for God to give me strength. It's in his plan what he has for me. Guys have always been such a priority, more than they should be and I am tired of it. I am tired of feeling like I have to fight for a guy if he doesn't like something or is backing away. Im done. For once I don't care and it is great! If you go away or pout or are dramatic then go, your doing me a favor. Everyone says the man who truly loves you will not run away, no matter what. I always felt like I had to put up with it. A guy not calling when he says he will. He does that, he is cut. I am sorry may sound harsh but no thanks, Ill wait for the man who can't wait to hear my voice. Also I am the person who if I say I am going to do something. I am going to do it. No matter what. I am so tired of people saying things and don't follow through. Don't say stuff just to say it, it hurts you in the end. My Dad has been the only man in my life who has never..... Never let me down. That is the kind of man any woman should want. My dad is the perfect example of how a man should be. Grant it he is not perfect, no one is and we all make mistakes.
I also need to except some things are out of our control. People are who they are and you don't have to blame or punish them, you just move on.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Never to understand......
Hi all to are reading this,
Probably all 2 of you. It's really more for me because I like sharing my thoughts and writing,so why not right?I always go back to the same topic specially right now. When something in your life changes,I think it's Gods reminder to step back. Maybe it wasn't supposed to be or happen. When something goes terribly wrong and you are left hurt, I believe that is God saying,I know it is hurting but you'll see why. I have something better for you, and you need to make me the center of it. A reminder. I have been down this so many times and God is like why, why do you keep doing this to yourself, and I myself and like,why the crap do you let this happen. I'm done. I'm done giving people the chance to hurt me,fail me,disapoint me,and neglect me. I am not one for confrontation,argueing not for me, I have such a huge heart and I am proud to say I get it from my Father. With that greatness comes heart ache because like my Dad he has done so so may things that he never gets acknowledged for and it breaks his heart. It breaks my heart because I am there listening to him, hearing and seeing the pain in his face. He is the only Man I have met that really is selflesssness. If you have get the great chance at ever meeting my Father, he is one in a million. Literally. I honestly think he is the last one that only cares for his family and will literally sacrifice EVERYTHING for them, even if they hurt him or ignore him, or even don't give him the respect he deserves. And let me tell you he deserves A lot. He literally has slaved for my family, and unfortuantly he hurts inside. He does not get the action of Love shown to him that he Damn well deserves. I am tired of seeing this hero hurt. My Dad has always been my hero, not once , and I can say this honestly has he let me down. Never, not once. Who in your life can you say that about. I count my lucky stars and thank God I was blessed to have a Father like mine. There are many things I could write that should not happen to my Dad. But people are who they are, only they in their heart can change. As harsh as it sounds when will people realize it, when he's gone?
Thanks to my Dad he has taught me to keep my bar high. I am a very strong women because of him. I figured out I think one thing I can do to make his heart truly happy. To somewhat and not even close give back a little what he has given me. To be with a man he aproves of and knows will take care of his daughter. I am tired of worrying about the guy, if he will leave more or Im not worth the fight, what guy would strive and do as much as possible to meet my bar just so he can be with me, and I think to myself, why do I care? If he leaves me then so be it, his loss. Thats goes for a lot of women. Man do we cut ourselves short and for what? So we can feel good for a little bit but deep down we know its not right. Yes all the romantic crap feels awsome and we are more emotional but how long is that going to last? All guys can do that, why? Cause they think with the below the belt part of their brain. O yes I am getting very honest here,you dont like it,suck it.
Ladies,do you want a Man who can make you feel pleasured and adored and loved,but the surface stuff? LIke saying he cares so much about you and misses you, and its been two days after you met! What the crap, the guy doesnt know you, you dont really know a person till after not even a year. Yes it all sounds good, but show me. Eliza Doolittle, says it very well, " Don't talk of love burning above if your in love, Show me"! If you don't know what thats from, I am sorry and you should figure it out. She also starts by saying," Words,words,words, Im so sick of words, I get words all day through first from him now from you,is that all you blyders can do"? It's true,Ladies look at the actions and the consistency, and if any of my ex boyfriends read this its not because of you well I have you to know what I am talking about,but yeah its not all about you. Guys can say anything,great you can talk,but can you always be there for me or can you get to me on your watch. Can you provide for a family for me?Can you actually be a Man? Which I think many people don't really know that rue meaning and definition of the word. All I have and know of what a man is from my DAd, and Jane Austen Novels.
At my work, I was seating our clients and the gentlemen stood up when his Lady came to the table.....I'll say it again, he stood up when a lady approached the table. I would've made out with him on the spot but one I was at work and two he was like 65 so we wont go there,but you get the point. You shown me a man who does that and consistently not to just look good for a month, to charm you. Im so done with that,be who you are,if your an a hole well at least own up to it. BUt ladies we are to blame because we are aware of it and I let it happen all the time. When does it end,when do we stop letting ourselves get hurt.
It needs to come from within. And side note again this is always just my opinion,you can disagree all you want I don't care. Start your own blog.
It needs to start with being honest with yourself. Do you think you are worth a guy who treats you like crap, or makes you feel good in the beginning but those flags come up, which we ignore that tell us, no no back away. Or do we stand up and decide I am worth more than this, no matter what my back ground is,no matter where I come from or what I do, or said, or hurt, or what have you. I don't care if you came from a trailor park, don't let where you came from define who you are. Only who can do that and don't let anyone try and take that away from you.
If you say no to a guy and lay it out what you want,how you feel, what you expect, and he gives up and screws the next girl, then so be it, he did you a favor by showing his true self earlier. Than to have to go through the pain as time goes on. I garrentee when you say that to a guy and keep your bar high,even though your doubtful inside (which you wont show),see what he does,stick those guns ladies and yes we have them. See what the basterd does, if he stays and fights for you and says I will wait and show you, then you might have something. It is in the actions, that's all we have to go after. A lot of guys always told me, well you expect to much, I use to feel bad about that. Now I say no you just can't live up to my standards,your not worthy of me. Bottom line if he loves you,truly,and you love him back,you can't shake him. He won't leave, he won't because he can't for a second imagine his life without you in it.
~Night
Probably all 2 of you. It's really more for me because I like sharing my thoughts and writing,so why not right?I always go back to the same topic specially right now. When something in your life changes,I think it's Gods reminder to step back. Maybe it wasn't supposed to be or happen. When something goes terribly wrong and you are left hurt, I believe that is God saying,I know it is hurting but you'll see why. I have something better for you, and you need to make me the center of it. A reminder. I have been down this so many times and God is like why, why do you keep doing this to yourself, and I myself and like,why the crap do you let this happen. I'm done. I'm done giving people the chance to hurt me,fail me,disapoint me,and neglect me. I am not one for confrontation,argueing not for me, I have such a huge heart and I am proud to say I get it from my Father. With that greatness comes heart ache because like my Dad he has done so so may things that he never gets acknowledged for and it breaks his heart. It breaks my heart because I am there listening to him, hearing and seeing the pain in his face. He is the only Man I have met that really is selflesssness. If you have get the great chance at ever meeting my Father, he is one in a million. Literally. I honestly think he is the last one that only cares for his family and will literally sacrifice EVERYTHING for them, even if they hurt him or ignore him, or even don't give him the respect he deserves. And let me tell you he deserves A lot. He literally has slaved for my family, and unfortuantly he hurts inside. He does not get the action of Love shown to him that he Damn well deserves. I am tired of seeing this hero hurt. My Dad has always been my hero, not once , and I can say this honestly has he let me down. Never, not once. Who in your life can you say that about. I count my lucky stars and thank God I was blessed to have a Father like mine. There are many things I could write that should not happen to my Dad. But people are who they are, only they in their heart can change. As harsh as it sounds when will people realize it, when he's gone?
Thanks to my Dad he has taught me to keep my bar high. I am a very strong women because of him. I figured out I think one thing I can do to make his heart truly happy. To somewhat and not even close give back a little what he has given me. To be with a man he aproves of and knows will take care of his daughter. I am tired of worrying about the guy, if he will leave more or Im not worth the fight, what guy would strive and do as much as possible to meet my bar just so he can be with me, and I think to myself, why do I care? If he leaves me then so be it, his loss. Thats goes for a lot of women. Man do we cut ourselves short and for what? So we can feel good for a little bit but deep down we know its not right. Yes all the romantic crap feels awsome and we are more emotional but how long is that going to last? All guys can do that, why? Cause they think with the below the belt part of their brain. O yes I am getting very honest here,you dont like it,suck it.
Ladies,do you want a Man who can make you feel pleasured and adored and loved,but the surface stuff? LIke saying he cares so much about you and misses you, and its been two days after you met! What the crap, the guy doesnt know you, you dont really know a person till after not even a year. Yes it all sounds good, but show me. Eliza Doolittle, says it very well, " Don't talk of love burning above if your in love, Show me"! If you don't know what thats from, I am sorry and you should figure it out. She also starts by saying," Words,words,words, Im so sick of words, I get words all day through first from him now from you,is that all you blyders can do"? It's true,Ladies look at the actions and the consistency, and if any of my ex boyfriends read this its not because of you well I have you to know what I am talking about,but yeah its not all about you. Guys can say anything,great you can talk,but can you always be there for me or can you get to me on your watch. Can you provide for a family for me?Can you actually be a Man? Which I think many people don't really know that rue meaning and definition of the word. All I have and know of what a man is from my DAd, and Jane Austen Novels.
At my work, I was seating our clients and the gentlemen stood up when his Lady came to the table.....I'll say it again, he stood up when a lady approached the table. I would've made out with him on the spot but one I was at work and two he was like 65 so we wont go there,but you get the point. You shown me a man who does that and consistently not to just look good for a month, to charm you. Im so done with that,be who you are,if your an a hole well at least own up to it. BUt ladies we are to blame because we are aware of it and I let it happen all the time. When does it end,when do we stop letting ourselves get hurt.
It needs to come from within. And side note again this is always just my opinion,you can disagree all you want I don't care. Start your own blog.
It needs to start with being honest with yourself. Do you think you are worth a guy who treats you like crap, or makes you feel good in the beginning but those flags come up, which we ignore that tell us, no no back away. Or do we stand up and decide I am worth more than this, no matter what my back ground is,no matter where I come from or what I do, or said, or hurt, or what have you. I don't care if you came from a trailor park, don't let where you came from define who you are. Only who can do that and don't let anyone try and take that away from you.
If you say no to a guy and lay it out what you want,how you feel, what you expect, and he gives up and screws the next girl, then so be it, he did you a favor by showing his true self earlier. Than to have to go through the pain as time goes on. I garrentee when you say that to a guy and keep your bar high,even though your doubtful inside (which you wont show),see what he does,stick those guns ladies and yes we have them. See what the basterd does, if he stays and fights for you and says I will wait and show you, then you might have something. It is in the actions, that's all we have to go after. A lot of guys always told me, well you expect to much, I use to feel bad about that. Now I say no you just can't live up to my standards,your not worthy of me. Bottom line if he loves you,truly,and you love him back,you can't shake him. He won't leave, he won't because he can't for a second imagine his life without you in it.
~Night
Friday, May 6, 2011
Spontaneous
So my Title actually has nothing to do with what I am going to write about. Life is so many things,a path, a roller coaster, an opportunity, a discover,a blessing, a leap of faith, a pin ball machine and so much more. People weave in and out of your life and there are so many,many things I wish I understood that I will probably never get to find out nor will I understand. The human behavior is so interesting to me. Humans can hurt you, love you, frustrate you, O man the list goes on and on. God has so many people come in and out of our lives for a reason. Some people actually stay in your life,that Man who can't imagine a single second with out you in his life. I have yet to find that. It is such a special thing. I work at a restaurant currently and many older people dine there. There was this one older couple and it just almost made me to cry when I saw the older gentlemen sit right next to her as if on their first date and look in her eyes as he did the first time he saw her. Then when they were leaving they were walking slowly of course but he goes to hold her hand. Immediately I said to myself I want that. It is so rare nowadays to see love like that today. Couples,husband and wife's, that are so IN love with each other. Today you just see selfishness,and what else I can get, and who else could be out there instead of seeing whats right in front of you and being so full-filled and happy with who you were blessed with. My parents have these dear older couple that live across the street from them and when I was visiting we went and had dinner at their home and he sat at one end and his wife sat at the other,and I am an observer I like to observe everything and I was just watching him, and he was looking, more gazing at his wife across the table. Looking at her, and you could see how much he was in love with her, the same love as when he first met her, that he was still thinking Im so lucky she chose me. I want that. I have never really experienced that type of love at all. The love that lasts and I guess you could say we all want that. I wan to stay positive and hope I will meet that man who will look at me when I am 80 and he wont see wrinkles or saggy what have you but will see my heart and see me as he did when he first met me. I read something that I really liked. The author who I was told from a reliable source informed me of his actions and how he cheated on his wife but before wrote a whole book on love and all that but one thing at least I think is real, he said,"Don't be afraid to lose him. If he truly loves you, he is going nowhere".
It's true. So many men and woman, when its hard or something that isn't easy or they have to fight they just leave. well then you don't love that person, you can imagine your life without them so your not the one for me. You need to stand up for yourself. Also in this book he wrote something that I think is true, raise your bar high, have high standards, if the man loves you he will want to reach those, if he doesn't then he doesn't care for you that way. You shouldn't be mad to feel bad if you have standards. I will admit I do have standards. Many people might not agree with me but I don't care this is my blog. A women needs a provider, a man that will take care of her, he will put her first or the family. Why the crap is that such a bad thing to think. That's how I was raised to think and expect and it's not hard for to expect a man to actually be a Man. Women are there for men in other ways, but I believe if is truly a man he wants to be the provider,to take care of the one he loves. To be stable.
There is also this sweet couple not as old as the other they can still walk over 15 miles per hour, but the husband was telling me how they met and he said I knew I was going to marry her the minute I saw her and they have been married I think for about 40 years. Where did all those type of Men go,what rock are they under and how do I get there.
My Daddy always said the man needs to have consistency. It's true. Ladies.....I bet you dated many guys that in the beginning were amazing ,said the right thing,did cute things,but then as months when on they slowly started to fade and he wasn't doing them anymore. No, if he loves you he will want to do them always. Any guy is capable of doing the cute stuff but pull that away and what's underneath a guy who wants to just use you or the man that does that because it makes him happy to see you smile, his mission is to make you happy and to be with you and he will fight for you. I need a fighter. I always wanted a man who if I said no to that wont stop him, you know in a good way not your a crazy weird man and give me a restraining order. A man that will still do it even if you say I don't want you too or you don't need to. He will still do it because he knows its right and its what you do truly want. Guys I don't know if you noticed but we don't always know what we want. I hate to admit it but its the thing like when we say were fine but were not, I don't know but c'mon guys do ridiculous stuff too but anyway we want the guy to take charge and make the decision. God created woman to be strong and the man needs to be stronger in the ways the woman can't.
Everything is so un personal these days. It's all technical. Maybe its because I was brought up on Jane Austen books and films and love all the victorian time piece, but what happened to letters. I love writing letters. How excited do you get when you open your mail box and you see bills,bills, and o yes one more bill. BUt what when you receive a letter from a friend or a family member, you get all excited, or at least I do. I think letters are more romantic in a mail box. Yes it's more difficult, but not really,it really shows when a guy takes time and mails you a letter.
I am just going to end on this, remember this is just my personal opinion. My thoughts to go out into this technical thing and into this void.
It's true. So many men and woman, when its hard or something that isn't easy or they have to fight they just leave. well then you don't love that person, you can imagine your life without them so your not the one for me. You need to stand up for yourself. Also in this book he wrote something that I think is true, raise your bar high, have high standards, if the man loves you he will want to reach those, if he doesn't then he doesn't care for you that way. You shouldn't be mad to feel bad if you have standards. I will admit I do have standards. Many people might not agree with me but I don't care this is my blog. A women needs a provider, a man that will take care of her, he will put her first or the family. Why the crap is that such a bad thing to think. That's how I was raised to think and expect and it's not hard for to expect a man to actually be a Man. Women are there for men in other ways, but I believe if is truly a man he wants to be the provider,to take care of the one he loves. To be stable.
There is also this sweet couple not as old as the other they can still walk over 15 miles per hour, but the husband was telling me how they met and he said I knew I was going to marry her the minute I saw her and they have been married I think for about 40 years. Where did all those type of Men go,what rock are they under and how do I get there.
My Daddy always said the man needs to have consistency. It's true. Ladies.....I bet you dated many guys that in the beginning were amazing ,said the right thing,did cute things,but then as months when on they slowly started to fade and he wasn't doing them anymore. No, if he loves you he will want to do them always. Any guy is capable of doing the cute stuff but pull that away and what's underneath a guy who wants to just use you or the man that does that because it makes him happy to see you smile, his mission is to make you happy and to be with you and he will fight for you. I need a fighter. I always wanted a man who if I said no to that wont stop him, you know in a good way not your a crazy weird man and give me a restraining order. A man that will still do it even if you say I don't want you too or you don't need to. He will still do it because he knows its right and its what you do truly want. Guys I don't know if you noticed but we don't always know what we want. I hate to admit it but its the thing like when we say were fine but were not, I don't know but c'mon guys do ridiculous stuff too but anyway we want the guy to take charge and make the decision. God created woman to be strong and the man needs to be stronger in the ways the woman can't.
Everything is so un personal these days. It's all technical. Maybe its because I was brought up on Jane Austen books and films and love all the victorian time piece, but what happened to letters. I love writing letters. How excited do you get when you open your mail box and you see bills,bills, and o yes one more bill. BUt what when you receive a letter from a friend or a family member, you get all excited, or at least I do. I think letters are more romantic in a mail box. Yes it's more difficult, but not really,it really shows when a guy takes time and mails you a letter.
I am just going to end on this, remember this is just my personal opinion. My thoughts to go out into this technical thing and into this void.
Monday, May 2, 2011
I will never understand
>I will never understand so many things in life. I guess as time goes on they are revealed to you, but not all the time, years later you look back and you wonder what the crap was that all about. Like I just read, You cant drive forward if your always looking in the rear view mirror. Time and God will heal this.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
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