Well hello my readers,
Do you ever feel your are up against everybody and their mom? That's cause we are, if you are a real human then no your not, meaning your not a "actor" in the industry. So many people want to be in this business. Ok I know touchy subject to jump start the morning, but seriously guys. I never call myself an actor around people I do not know because unfortunately that word is meaningless now in my opinion. God gave everyone a gift, maybe not Paris Hilton, but o hey speaking of special Paris, she is good for helping me prove my point. Talent......clearly not necessary to be on television. Why is she famous,o yes because she is "Hot". Ok well have fun with that.
My passion is stage, I think that is where it is at. If you want to learn more about acting get on a stage and perform in a play. When you mess up, it's just you baby, there is no stand in, no cut, no editing. I love it. I love creating a character and becoming one with it. I miss that world so badly, there are days when I get so frustrated because I am wondering what am I doing, why am I trying to get somewhere and I feel like I just keep running into a wall. I need to asap go to french store and stay there and read plays , all day, finding good monologues. Even though now it seems you don't need one, everything is over the computer but when auditioning for plays it is usually required to have some under your belt.
Stand up. That is the one thing that freaks me out. I want to do it so bad, but first I need to go to shows and watch stand up comedians. I do not think I am funny at all but I do have this sense of humor that people find funny. Because I am a dork and make fun of myself and i do not really care what people think of me, they are going to think what they want no matter what. Why worry about people you will never know and what they think. Anyways... stand up. I need to one night just randomly do it, just walk straight in, go to the bar, and say..."milkshake... chocolate", it slides down across the bar, I miss it as it go flying off the bar and falls, but i stay cool, calm, and collected, then I say thats my cue, I walk up to the mic, it is already in use so I go sit down. He is now done, I then walk up to the mic and I just own it. What's the worst that can happen, they don't laugh well, can't win them all, but I can sure try. I believe women will think I am freaking hysterical, if I choose the topic of men, and how they are just ........ brilliant people, yes, yes that was the word I was going to use...........
Well looks like another beautiful day! I need to go see kick ass. I also need to go kick some ass, so more updates later!
xoxo, lady Lorelai
