HI Readers,
Again I am sorry for not keeping up on my daily blog, shish, I am fired. I will now be more on top of it!
I know we all use the excuse, "well ive been busy", yes well we can only use that so much. I met up with a very good, dear friend of mine since 4th grade, and I was talking with her, and I asked, " Why do we only get together like two times a year?". This is something I do not understand, I mean we all do it. When I get together with these friends, we always say yes lets get together more often and lets be more in each others life. But we never do, why is that? Are we that self involved that we lose touch with the friends we call closest? I do it myself. So I was thinking which I do often and I was tired of focusing on the little things, the things that will not matter in a year. These people are the ones that matter, the close friends that are always there for you, why do we not invest more in them? Invest in something good and life long lasting. My great friend is about to give birth any day, and I could not attend her baby shower, I felt horrible, and was it really worth the 64/8? No. I am driving to see her this week, even though its not around the corner, I do not care :) .
Life, man , I am not sure If I will ever get the hang of it. YOU are in control of YOUR life. Sounds simple right, but we always complain about things and whine and always seem unhappy, and trust me I do it all the time ,but then I say to myself, (people think there's something wrong, due to the fact I am talking to myself) I do not have to do it! I do not have to respond to drama text's, or freak'in face-book, when someone cry's that I deleted them. C'mon people, Its FREAKING FACE-BOOK. Sorry I felt the need that needs to be in caps. I hate face book, but hey here's an idea lets make a movie out of it. My face book now is strictly for business.
I am having a wonderful time at my grandma's, I am getting it done! It is my last weekend at Disney , thank goodness. I am excited for a new month, a fresh start and a new outlook on things. There is a lot to write but I have to go embrace the day!
