My Thoughts.....

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

O dear.... I've missed it

Hi readers!
My apologies for not updating as usual. I took a trip to hell and back but I'm doing better,a lot better now. Life is amazing. The tunnels you go through ,you fall a lot. People say when it has gotten so bad ,that is when something good is about to come. I can agree with that. Good things are going on right now!
I've been thinking a lot lately ,( I love when we sat that ,like we never think before) anyway , there are things I am trying to improve Somethings in my life. I am very excited for summer. I can feel good things are going to come. I am visiting my parents in July and I can't wait to go. To be closer to Gods creation ,where I can go to " Cranberry Lake " and read,pray,and just think.
I always think in my opinion it is always good to step out of the world you live in,or go back to where you started . It reminds you of who you are. When life is going crazy,you start forgetting who you are,go back. Back to where you came from,wherever home is,you can look for advice to your friends but go to people that know you,that have been through it all with you . People are fickle . People who are your friends now,will disappoint you and let you down. If your blessed with a good family go to them. I love going to my Dad for advice. He has this way of making everything clear and simple. Older people are wiser,they have already experienced it.
You know what I want to do ,I enjoy talking to older adults,like farting and they don't know it was them kinda old. It is amazing when they tell stories. About the war or when my grandma Peggy tells me she went to the premier of Breakfast at Tiffanys ,and saw Audrey . They take you on the visual journey. Or when they tell you about when they were young,their face just lights up! It makes them happy one because someone isn't forcing medicine down their throat and c. someone cares. We all know they are slow ,short,and dilusional but they were young once as well.
I am in a church right now on the WB lot and there is an amazing breeze coming through ,if only the annoying girls would stop talking ,o how the world would be better. Well I'll update tonight !
Xoxo Lady Laura
P.S. It feels good to be back